Happy 5 Months Anniversary my Goobert The Greatest. I know its only been 5 months but it feels like 7 months [again, considering we’ve been flirting since earlier this year]. Happy 26th of July for you and for us. I have a lot of things to say but Thankyou, for every ‘i love you’, every ‘i’m sorry’, every ‘hows your day’, every ‘i miss you’, every good nights and mornings, and thankyou for all the things that happened to us. I really love you so much. I hope for us. I hope for the days and months ahead of us. And i hope, for everything, for us to last. I love love love you mwah kiss kisses <333

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I’m so proud of you, way beyiond words can describe. I love how straightforward you can be about your feelings, or when someone piss you off so much you started to argue with them out of free will. It always amazes me how fast and how moody you can get at times, it’s interesting to get to notice your changes and trying to understand them. We may not have a lot in common, or we may have somethings in common, i may not show it a lot, there are times when i feel like i want to understand you more, your boredom and your needs of something new and spontaneous never fails to attract me more and more. It feels suffocating to just sat here without bluntly spamming you with random questions and blabber. I need to talk to you. You’re my go-to person to talk to. If you’re not here then i wouldnt know who else i want to talk to. I wish you know how much you makes me feel safe in a way that i can just tell you about anything in my mind. I wish you know how much i want to have you in my everyday life. So dont go far away, i rarely say it but you’re all i need. When i came home from a tiring day, even seeing your notifications helps me lighten up my mood. You matters a bit too much now for me, it really feels like an addiction in a less creepy and joking way. I love you. I mean it.

I’m sorry. For all the things i have said that hurt you in some ways, intentionally or not. I dont say it alot but I’m happy and grateful for you. Thankyou for being pateince with me, trying your best to understand my way of thinking or acting. Thankyou for staying and keep choosing us over and over again. It’s been hard and uneasy for a little while for us, I dont hope for anything bad to us. I hope you know i miss you a lot more in my silence, during my absence and i miss you i miss you i wish youre here. I’ve wrote about you, i dont know why i decided to tell you this. I’m sorryf or this silly unsrs not so gift-gift was made so late because i kept procastinating and busy and just that lazy at times. But i mean it, everything i put here is purely without too much thoughts behind, like you said, some things [you] are better raw sometimes. I have alot more to say i wish i could give you more than this during this peak time.

In this belated birthday, i have nothing but good wishes all along. I hope for your good days, everyday. I hope for your smile, even your tiniest smile during your days ahead. I hope for your best and good luck. I hope for your health [even tho you did something on purpose so that you can be sick and skip school]. i hope for all the sweet heavenly mangos for you. Every good nutty chocolate bites. Every laughter and silly moments you have with your friends. Every ace and missed marks [maybe only -1 or -2 but its bad enough for you sometimes] on your test. Every good drinks you get to drink LEGALLY after this. I hope for your happiness above. I hope for the quite peace you need during your downs moments. i hope for the good sleep, rest and dreamest of all dreams at nights. I hope for your dreams, all of them. I hope for the poeple that cares for you. I hope you know that you’re not alone. I hope you know that you have me. I hope you know that you’re amazing. I hope you forgive yourself for the past. I hope that you realize you’ve done alot and have come so far. I hope you know that i love you, always. I hope you know that i’m not leaving. I hope for your mom and the good memories you have with her. I hope for all the best unforgetable moments in your life. And i hope for all the love that will surrounds you troughout your life ahead. I hope for your blessed birthday ever Monstercake<3

Happy 17th Birthday, Love ! Time flew by and you’re growing, a bit more taller than yesterday maybe, more wiser i believe, and becoming more You. Today is your day, breathe in slowly and breathe out. Look up, make a good wishes for yourself, for your future, for all the things you want to achieve, for the lessons in the past, and for the things that you have at the present moments. For almost 7 months i’ve seen how kabom and awesome amazing briliant funny smart loveable you are, it’s trully a bless to be able to watch you grow [even if it hasnt been long] but i’m here, watching you, as a person, living his daily life, during your best day and during your less fortunate days. And even after all that, i still love you no more less than yesterday. I love you.